Melancholy.

          Every once in a while, we meet a person who all of a sudden means so much to us, without us noticing it. It just happens overtime, like cancer, but in a good way.  We just find ourselves doing everything in our will to hold on to that person. Even if it means standing aside and letting that person decide if they want to stay.

          

          Sometimes, they won’t… And that part hurts. *A lot.* You feel the hurt because in reality, there were promises that were broken and memories that you still hold on to. Having that feeling that nothing so good will ever happen again is a nightmare. Thinking, “Hey, maybe things will be okay, and we’ll be together again.” But you wait. And wait. And wait. Until that person finds their way to another person’s heart. *Arrows, arrows everywhere that just aims at nothing but your heart. *No, this isn't cupid aiming, but life. Life just likes to play harsh games.* Then you start to create this make-believe situation that one sweet day, that person will eventually come back. You just keep on building the highest tower of expectations, only to realize that there’s no chance of romance ever again. That tower just crashes down with clouds of regret, disappointment, and the thought of fooling yourself. You start to wonder how to build it up again. More importantly, how do you build yourself again? 

          At most parts, it begins with bitterness. All the angers and frustrations come out unexpectedly and uncontrollably, like vomit… Which makes sense ‘cause vomit is bitter. And before you know it, people around you are also affected, which isn't healthy at all. It only brings a vibe of negativity. 

          

          Then, you create a mindset of being a good-sport. Acting like you’re happy, like nothing ever happened. But hey, who are you kidding? This person has been one of your greatest joys, your love. You have become so attached, you break down every time you think of the past. As time passes by, you just get sad all over again. You see, finding the road to recovery isn't easy. Often times, you see yourself where you have started. You just have to stop for a while and THINK. No matter how much you loved that person, remember to love yourself more.

          

          You may not show your love anymore, but the simple act of letting go and letting that person be happier with someone else, is the greatest sign of love.